Capt'n Umar

It was one of the most beautiful events in my life and i thank Allah for giving us Umar for he is the reason behind our smiles these days.

eid.

Eid Mubarak.
Maaf Zahir Batin.

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TOBY - My new baby.

buncho.

i had a terrible start at school yesterday. my kids played with lizard during the period before me and when i came in, they accidently threw a lizard on me and i caught them stored tons of lizards in their water bottle. when i asked, they have been looking for lizards for few hours dat day around the school because previous teachers were not there. i gt so stressed. i almost faint because i had a super carefree 2 weeks and now, im here in the class, with lizard-loving-kids.

one of my kittens died today. i am indeed super sad because i feel so attached to them as i was there with them, everyday, in fact, since they were born. but, i guess, some things in ur life, has to go. n dis time, its my cutest kitten, buncho. no wonder he is super cute compared to his siblings.

we had dis sukaneka thingy at this school and today is the rehearsal. so, i was at the field , literally from 2.40 till 6.30. i was in charged of one of the stations. to tell u the truth, although it is super hot and my skin was burning to the max ( i had prepare sum good precautions, sun block n shade), i had fun. super fun. great activity, awesome company.maybe because i dun have to face the kids in the class, which they dun even bother to learn sumting new. ok. maybe not all. bad teacher, i am. i know. but, i have to say, im very amused on how the male teachers can actually control the kids. yeah, they scolded the kids and treat them harshly, but, i can see that the kids adore them and tak amik hati langsung. seriously, if i am the student, i would cry because sumtimes, it is super harsh. then again, if it works, then, dats the reason y i cant control my students easily. i can, but i have to give 1000 more effort than the male teachers.

taught my kids about manners yesterday. solely about manners. 'thank you, and sorry, teacher.'

my heart skips a beat.

perasaan hati membuak2 kerana apa yang di alami. Pilu, hiba, simpati, gembira, semuanya dapat dirasai. mungkin itu apa yang saya patut turuti. mencari identiti dan keaslian kepada perasaan saya sendiri. bila sesuatu terjadi, dimanakah diletakkan paksi untuk saya terus menyandarkan emosi?

"teacher, sorry tak datang semalam."

"dia pergi mahkamah syariah, teacher."

"maksud awak?"

"saya tak nak bagitaulah teacher. macam jaga tepi kain orang pulak. suruh dia sendiri bgtaulah"

sambil menghulurkan kertas,

"tulis, saya nak tahu. tak perlu berbincang pasal tu kalau awak tak nak"

bila saya lihat apa yang tertulis, lidah saya kelu. terdiam sebentar.

mak dan ayah saya nak bercerai.

"awak ok?"

"saya ok. tapi, saya tak suka mak saya. dia jahat"

rentak degupan jantung saya tersasar seketika.

drama.drama.drama.

i love you more than u'll ever know

tolong khabarkan pada saya sekiranya weekend anda lebih drama, gila dan manis daripada apa yang saya rasa.

terima kasih kepada semua kerana telah menyumbang kepada keseronokan dan kehuru-haraan dalam hidup saya. terima kasih kepada semua yang menghebatkan lagi upacara birthday nad di rumahnya terutama nad (birthday girl - 3 june aka makcik dah tua tak sedar diri new york), faeizan kassim (nad's bf aka prison break's michael scofield), abg lan (nad's bro aka zac efron), sidek alias (effortless beauty queen). anda semua jantung hati saya kerana telah memberikan sinar cahaya kegembiraan dan kegilaan untuk saya tidak terus sedih dan berserah dengan hidup. terima kasih juga kepada mr. R kerana meluangkan masa dan layan saya merepek. saya belajar banyak tentang kehidupan bila kita bertukar pendapat. terima kasih juga kepada insan2 yang lain kerana membawa drama2 baru kepada hidup saya dan mak nadia kerana mempercayai saya untuk membalut hadiah dan saya telah memecahkannya. terima kasih makcik kerana memberi kepercayaan itu walaupun benda tu dah berderai. terima kasih fared untuk baju kebaya. terima kasih Macdonald dan kedai2 makanan yang lain kerana menyediakan menu2 yang memberikan tahap2 di awang2an (bak kata kami, 'orgasmic'). terima kasih juga kepada pakcik yang menolong saya dengan kereta saya pada malam semalam.

berterima kasih kepada tuhan kerana memberikan saya peluang untuk merasai semua ini. semoga perjalanan hidup saya dimudahkan dan dirahmatiNya.

*happy birthday, Nad. sayang kau sangat. kaulah hidup aku, hati aku dan jiwa aku. semoga semua pekerjaan kau mendapat berkat dariNya.

welcome to the family

welcome to the family:

daughters n sons of cici:

caca (as in cha2 dance)
cece (as in 'sister' in chinese)
cucu (as in grandaughters)
coco (as in coco chanel)

*my other family members puat petition untuk tukar nama kittens tu.huhu.

the light of the eye.

walaupun penat tahap dewa naga, aku bersyukur kepadaMu ya Allah;

team sekolah dibawah pengurusanku menang naib johan bola baling mssd daerah.gembira sangat sbb mukaku terbakar dan berbelang dek latihan berhari2 dari pagi ke petang melatih bola baling.

menghabiskan 3000 untuk tukar tayar baru kereta, thorough service untuk kereta dan bayar duit keta. sekarang gaji tinggal beberapa ratus sebab bayar duit sana sini. hmm. tapi, dah takde owe orang mana2 dah.

kaklong mengandung. teruja! congrats, kaklong!

*semoga hidup diberkati dan dilimpahi rahmatMu ya Allah.

of malu2 and bbq

so, i had fun yesterday.

me and my family members (literally 20-30 of us), did a bbq last nite yang tak expect. my cousins went to sabak bernam ( one of my cousin's wife punya place) to look for kerang and mantarang.and they came back after maghrib with 2 guni of kerang and mantarang. when they told us about doing the bbq at that moment, my sis prepared laksa sarawak, bubur kacang and of course mama will help to prepare the air asam n drinks. me and abglong went to look for sweet corn and we managed to buy 30 tongkols for rm24. pretty expensive but dats what we can get after that we know cik hambali is not doing well with his business ( cik hambali is a popular corn seller in klang). the guys prepared the arang. we ate until perut nak pecah while sum of us take turns to kopek the 2 guni kerang. dah malam, but still tak siap2 kopek, we sambung kopek the kerang in my house sambil tgk 'Sini Ada Hantu' dekat astro first (astro first ke?). penat, tangan kecut and gatal because kopek banyak sangat kerang, but we had fun.


after my tuition yesterday morning, me and my students ( 4 of them) went to jusco bukit tinggi to have lunch and watch movie. they are form 3 students and one of them is year 6 because dia ikut kakak dia. huhu. they are rich kids, its just they rarely go out with friends. so, i took this opportunity to bring them out before their test week this week. we had lunch at pizza hut (typical budak2 sekolah imagining pizza hut is the best food ever). we cracked jokes as its a super weird combo ( budak sekolah agama guy, cool-factor guy and budak sekolah agama yang dah masuk sekolah biasa. u know, when u were in school, u malu2 talk to each other and rasa ur sex is the superior one? yeah, dats what happens. they actually bergaduh saying they are better than the other one. the guys actually tutup mata when they lalu lingerie shop. dats super funny man. n when we watched i am number four, they giggled when it was the kissing scene. ahh.. the naive thingy. huhu. it reminds me when im still in school and malu2 when we have to talk or watch those stuff infront of the opposite sex. but, now, not anymore. huhu. takde perasaan. we had fun, and kenyang. should do it more often.



moment of tergamam of the week.

hidayah: cikgu, aksesori apa yang paling cikgu banyak ada?
me: mostly handbagsla. saya suka handbags. awak?
hidayah: klip rambut. yang comel2 tu.
me: owh. huhu. dah lama tak pakai klip rambut. ni aqilah?
aqilah: macam kakak.
me: ish.. semua nak sama.awak, aizat?
aizat: gadgetsla cikgu. game ke brg2 computer ke.
me: huhu. lelaki, kan?
hamzi: tak jugak cikgu. saya suka kumpul kopiah. saya ada 20 kopiah kat rumah ( sambil membetulkan kopiahnya)

bak kata nadia, able? macam those full cap yang justin bieber pakai, but different. kopiah. huhu.

24 years old, seyes?

we went to etils house last night to celebrate her birthday. it was a rather simple celebration since everyone is busy with jobs, schools n yeah, abg aci is having chicken pox - a choc strawberry from secret ( kek yang sesuai dengan tekak bertaraf antarabangsa) n juices. when its 12am n we r about to sing the birthday song for etil,

nad: wei, apa lagu birthday yang alim2 tu?

me: yg sannah hilwa ya jamillah.. ( continue singing)

nad: erk. bukan yang tu.

me: yang ni ke? Allah selamatkan kamu..Allah selamatkan kamu..

(All sing together)

Allah selamatkan Nur Zatil Hidayah Zulkifli

Allah Selamatkan Kamu

nad: ha.. yang tu lah..

me: er... tu alim2 ke. tu kan dr cerita p.ramlee. maybe dia bukan alim2. tapi alim2 tipis.

alim2 tipis, seyes? (perkataan seyes ni disumbangkan oleh noor nadia binti alias)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ETIL!

MAY ALLAH BLESS U

AND MAY U HAVE BEAUTIFUL DAYS AHEAD.

raya.

ketupat palas.nasi impit.lemang.nasi putih.
rendang daging.serunding ayam.ayam masak merah.
lontong.kuah lodeh.kuah kacang.begedel daging.
rempeyek kacang tanah n kacang dal.tumpi.
tart nenas. popia serunding n kacang.
biskut nestum.cornflakes madu. rockbun.
kerepek sukun,ubi,ubipedas,keladi, kek marble.
kuih choc top.biskut butter.

salam aidilfitri 2010.

maaf zahir batin.

ramadhan.

ku mengharapkan ramadhan kali ini penuh makna.
agar dapat ku lalui dengan sempurna.

inshaAllah.

*happy birthday, sham!

rindu.

i miss pavi+zam+dinesh+anaqi+mukhsin+pojie.
i miss cooking in their apartment.
i miss eating at the same dining table with them'
i miss spending time with them.
i miss everything that we did together.

sob3.

aktiviti ketika cuti

selain pergi melancong bersama family, perkara yang saya lakukan di rumah:

- tgk world cup. tiap2 hari.
-memasak di rumah.
-main wii+guitar hero bersama teman2 gembira
-pergi ke sekolah lama dan mengajar masak
-menjaga dan bermain dengan 5 kucing seperti anak sendiri
-menjadi driver untuk mama
-menulis, melukis untuk aktiviti refleksi
-menonton tv series.

rasa malas nak mengajar ;P

newborn babies

daughters and son of cumi;

cita
cici
chicky
cico

welcome to the family.

happy 26th anniversary!!

Your anniversary is a time
For sharing your affection;
It’s obvious the two of you
Have quite a deep connection!
We send glad congratulations
And heartfelt wishes, too,
For joyful happiness and love
In everything you do.

Syarifah Baby

May you rest in peace, Syarifah Baby.
You have bring joy to our lives and real meaning of family to us.
You will be missed by the family of Abd Khalib.

Abd Khalib Syed Abd Hamid
Kamsina Haron
Sharifah Muhaymin Abd Khalib
Syarifah Nazurah Abd Khalib
Syed Abd Faris Abd Khalib

and all extended families and friends.

sendiri.

nak dengan family+kawan2 baik.

itu sahaja.

n the light has gone.

this is my 100th post.

im writing about my grandfather who passed away last night.

i still remember he used to send us , me and lilyn, my cousin to the kindergaten , with bicycle, because its pretty near to our house. n we will stop at the car parts factory to pluck this one red flower.

he loves to give us money, me n my sister, since both of us are pretty close to him and we are doing well in studies.

i used to always cut his hair when i was still in malaysia. he always believe that i can cut his hair better than anyone else.

i always cooked for him. mee goreng mamak. his favourite. n telur dadar. n nescafe. until now, whenever i see nescafe, i will call them, 'nescafe atuk'.

i still remember when everyone is angry with him saying that it is just a waste of time to help my housing area recycling, me n my family was the one who were always there behind his back, believing that anything that helps him feel happy, make us happy too.

but the light has gone.
he is gone.
in a sudden.
without any illness, without anything.
just like dat.

i was looking back into the pictures that my family and i took together. none of them actually gt my picture with him. last month, i remember telling myself to take pictures with all my family members, just me, and each one of them when i gt back to malaysia end of this year. but, i think its too late. i curse myself for not doing that before.

ppl, go n take pictures with ur loved ones. because they come n go, but pictures, last forever.



al-fatihah to my atuk.
haron bin ghazali.
may your soul be blessed by Allah.