we *ucking did it. again.

Malacca. All over again. Ohsem.

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sab.sob.sab.

i am missing that moment with her now.
n i know im gona miss it more later.
definitely one of a kind girl that has a special place in my heart.

my fav bursa

our first picture together in aussie.
happy birthday, JG.
may u have diamond days ahead.

love u sgt2, makcik!

dia.

zul, sila turun ke kl secepat mungkin.
rindu zaman2 bermain guitar bersama.
terima kasih.

p/s : salam ramadhan almubarak untuk semua.
semoga bulan ini kita dirahmati dan dikasihiNya.
insyaAllah.

nirmala.

Sesungguhnya berkasihlah

Di antara manusia

Perindah segala kata-kata

Bahagia itu janjinya

Mengapa kita sengketa

Rentaslah jalan terbuka

Tanpa dusta

hati berbalang kaca

bila kau menangis sendiri di situ
kau tahu kau keseorangan
kau berharap kepedihan dan kesengsaraan itu akan pergi
meninggalkan hati kau yang rapuh seperti kaca
mungkin ia telah retak
mungkin ia telah pecah
mungkin kau sendiri tak mahukannya
apa guna mempunyai hati sejernih kaca
tetapi selalu diranap oleh si dia yang kau cinta.

these are my reasons to smile everyday.

mungkin bila mereka tiada, saya akan rasa nyawa saya hilang separuh.

sunshine.

ive been grounded for two days. yes. perintah berkurung. thanks mama for the arahan .i didnt go out from my house n im quite surprised i managed to go through that without bribing my aunty. maybe its my emotional state contributes to that. i felt so uncomfortable n my anger fills my heart, my thoughts , everything. n yes, i decided to just lie down on bed n sleep. dats what i did the whole day yesterday, on bed n sleep. when i suddenly wke up, i will force myself to sleep again. dats how terrible my holiday is yesterday.

sum things in life u just cant handle it. especially, when it comes to other people's action which u wish u can shout at them n said 'come on man, are u for real?' seriously. people dun say stuff, n half of the way, they suddenly gone. even friends dun do that. nak cakap, cakap. kalau tak nak cakap, jangan cakap. u stand for what u believe and go for it. but then again, its people, kan? (while doing this gaya.)

so, today, i decided to do anything that i can do. so, heres the list:

-go swimming

-2 movies in a row

-go to bookxcess

-lunch and dinner outside

-eat pancake (buttermilk)

-buy a new shoe and handbag

-badminton session with lilyn n abglong

-lepak with fared

-visit nad n sidek

gambate!!!!

paham tak?

"kalau saya boleh transform jadi justin saya jadi dah. who can give u support, adrenaline and motivation"

paham tak betapa pentingnya justin timberlake dalam hidup saya

dan betapa susahnya kehidupan sekarang?

drama.drama.drama.

i love you more than u'll ever know

tolong khabarkan pada saya sekiranya weekend anda lebih drama, gila dan manis daripada apa yang saya rasa.

terima kasih kepada semua kerana telah menyumbang kepada keseronokan dan kehuru-haraan dalam hidup saya. terima kasih kepada semua yang menghebatkan lagi upacara birthday nad di rumahnya terutama nad (birthday girl - 3 june aka makcik dah tua tak sedar diri new york), faeizan kassim (nad's bf aka prison break's michael scofield), abg lan (nad's bro aka zac efron), sidek alias (effortless beauty queen). anda semua jantung hati saya kerana telah memberikan sinar cahaya kegembiraan dan kegilaan untuk saya tidak terus sedih dan berserah dengan hidup. terima kasih juga kepada mr. R kerana meluangkan masa dan layan saya merepek. saya belajar banyak tentang kehidupan bila kita bertukar pendapat. terima kasih juga kepada insan2 yang lain kerana membawa drama2 baru kepada hidup saya dan mak nadia kerana mempercayai saya untuk membalut hadiah dan saya telah memecahkannya. terima kasih makcik kerana memberi kepercayaan itu walaupun benda tu dah berderai. terima kasih fared untuk baju kebaya. terima kasih Macdonald dan kedai2 makanan yang lain kerana menyediakan menu2 yang memberikan tahap2 di awang2an (bak kata kami, 'orgasmic'). terima kasih juga kepada pakcik yang menolong saya dengan kereta saya pada malam semalam.

berterima kasih kepada tuhan kerana memberikan saya peluang untuk merasai semua ini. semoga perjalanan hidup saya dimudahkan dan dirahmatiNya.

*happy birthday, Nad. sayang kau sangat. kaulah hidup aku, hati aku dan jiwa aku. semoga semua pekerjaan kau mendapat berkat dariNya.

dugaan percutian.

dear nad n etil,

this is what i found when i google 'COLOMBO'

"Sri Lanka is currently a high terrorism risk area, and although to date tourists

have not been targeted, a holiday in Colombo is probably not for the faint-hearted.

More Info: For those who plan to travel to Colombo, safety is of paramount importance

and it is wise to be clued up on the local situation before you go.

Consult our comprehensive, updated Colombo travel guide

for health and safety information, as well as listings of attractions

and excursions."

sekian, terima kasih.

thank you, love.

26 feb 2011.

24 years old, seyes?

we went to etils house last night to celebrate her birthday. it was a rather simple celebration since everyone is busy with jobs, schools n yeah, abg aci is having chicken pox - a choc strawberry from secret ( kek yang sesuai dengan tekak bertaraf antarabangsa) n juices. when its 12am n we r about to sing the birthday song for etil,

nad: wei, apa lagu birthday yang alim2 tu?

me: yg sannah hilwa ya jamillah.. ( continue singing)

nad: erk. bukan yang tu.

me: yang ni ke? Allah selamatkan kamu..Allah selamatkan kamu..

(All sing together)

Allah selamatkan Nur Zatil Hidayah Zulkifli

Allah Selamatkan Kamu

nad: ha.. yang tu lah..

me: er... tu alim2 ke. tu kan dr cerita p.ramlee. maybe dia bukan alim2. tapi alim2 tipis.

alim2 tipis, seyes? (perkataan seyes ni disumbangkan oleh noor nadia binti alias)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ETIL!

MAY ALLAH BLESS U

AND MAY U HAVE BEAUTIFUL DAYS AHEAD.

aku mahu kau.

bila keadaan jadi buntu begini, aku mahu kau.
bila hati jadi sepi begini, aku mahu kau

bila dunia rasa bisa begini, aku mahu kau

bila lagu jadi kaku begini, aku mahu kau

bila emosi jadi besi begini, aku mahu kau.

aku mahu kau [azlil shah, kawan2 yang terbaik,chai latte yang hebat, sofa yang selesa,movie yang mantap dan lagu tema yang mempersona]

wonderful life

Life is not that easy, syefa.

I have been almost the same situation like you years ago.

So, I pretty much understand how do you feel now.

Don't worry. Things would be definitely find.

Just keep yourself strong and faith on you.

and remember, you got friends hold your back.

attreviasamo

taken at my aunt's pondok near her paddy field few months ago.

there is nothing more satisfying than having to read good book at those kinda places.

read the book when it first came to malaysia. i have to admit since i am not a big fan of elizabeth gilbert, ive only read her book twice (committed n the last american man) - this book is beautiful. it describes a whole lot of feelings and what a person really wants in life. i learnt a bunch of thinks about life too, like, are u ready to leave everything u have now just to know urself better, or, what is the word for me. n the fact that the writer travelled to three different region just to know herself better. just to think of it, this book made me realized that there is so much more in life than my own life. this life is about your faith, love and yeah, agreed totally, food. i laughed, i cried when im with this book.

n yeah, i watched the movie, with nad. its pretty long, the duration (more than 2 hours), but still, couldnt put in everything. they left out some details, but im thankful that they didnt left out the ones that is significant to the story. i enjoyed the movie too, especially when u have julia roberts as Liz n she looks awesome in there. whatever that she wears in that movie, is good on her. n the is some maturity level that she has that made her suitable for the character. n yeah, the movie was beautiful too, n i really2 enjoyed the part when she was in italy. great city, beautiful food, awesome ppl. not as good as the story depicted in the book, but, im satisfied enough with the movie. i couldnt ask for more.

n yeah, both the book n the movie made me think of a word for myself - pening ;P

rindu.

i miss pavi+zam+dinesh+anaqi+mukhsin+pojie.
i miss cooking in their apartment.
i miss eating at the same dining table with them'
i miss spending time with them.
i miss everything that we did together.

sob3.

aktiviti ketika cuti

selain pergi melancong bersama family, perkara yang saya lakukan di rumah:

- tgk world cup. tiap2 hari.
-memasak di rumah.
-main wii+guitar hero bersama teman2 gembira
-pergi ke sekolah lama dan mengajar masak
-menjaga dan bermain dengan 5 kucing seperti anak sendiri
-menjadi driver untuk mama
-menulis, melukis untuk aktiviti refleksi
-menonton tv series.

rasa malas nak mengajar ;P

year of tiger.

i went to visit one of my primary school teachers this chinese new year with some of my friends. puan giam , guru kelas when i was in standard 4. catching up n a whole lot more. it reminds me of my primary years ; lotsa sweet memories, being the head prefect n all. n i realized, its different now, the way we talk to her n the topics. n mun khea, actually mentioned, 'dulu, rasa pendek sangat, now, macam same height jer'. n yes, i agreed. ;P

we discussed about current issues, unity, MGS n mostly, our future. i can see how happy she is when we arrived n talk about how berjaya we are today. sebak rasanya.

we have grown up n its been more than 10 years, but, teacher, we will still be ur student.

STUFF

A book discussion club is a group of people who meet to discuss a book or books that they have read and express their opinions, likes, dislikes, anything that they want. It is more often called simply a book club, a term that is also used to describe a book sales club, which can cause confusion. Other frequently used terms to describe a book discussion club include reading group, book group, and book discussion group. Book discussion clubs may meet in private homes, libraries, bookstores, online forums, pubs, and in cafes or restaurants over meals or drinks.

A single-title club is one in which people discuss a particular title that every person in the group has read at the same time. Clearly, the club must somehow decide ahead of time what that title will be. Most often, that title will be a new release, and it is expected that each member buy a personal copy. If it is a book discussion club that meets at a library, the title may be a new release or an older title. If they choose, each member may borrow a copy of the book from the library.

One of the problems with these clubs is that some members regard them as opportunities for social contact and conversation veering off onto a wide variety of non-literary topics, while others hope to engage in serious literary analysis focused on the book in question and related works. Still others suggest a book not because they are interested in it from a literary point-of-view but because they think it will offer them an opportunity to make points of personal interest to them. Different expectations and education/skill levels may lead to conflicts and disappointments in clubs of this kind.