Capt'n Umar

It was one of the most beautiful events in my life and i thank Allah for giving us Umar for he is the reason behind our smiles these days.

eid mubarak.

To everyone here, at home. N to my relatives at the holy land n to the rest of muslims. May this day brings out the best of us n may we will be blessed by Him. InsyaAllah.

*prayers to all Muslims whose fighting for illness or his blessing during this holy period. Dun give up on Him.

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morning lotus.

I walk on Monday morning with so much hope that everything will turn out good this week. Like what arifah posted, for some, happiness comes easily, but for some, u really need to work for it.

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eid.

Eid Mubarak.
Maaf Zahir Batin.

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ren.

i have a student. a form five student who i teach English every week. last night, he opened up to me asking me to help him solve his love problems.

i used to be him the last time i remember. but now, im helping my student to solve his love problem. i actually used a paper, and a pencil to help us went through the session because he loves to draw and he finds it difficult to start. he drew the problems, people involved ; i find the whole session, super cute and we managed to come out with few suggestions and solutions.we kinda did a mind map, if he choose that one particular choice, this is what hes gona get. good thing is, i gave him options.

i feel like i am katherine heigl in 27 dresses. dok menyibuk tolong org bercinta, but myself.. hm...

and my student has an imaginary friend, named Ren who tells him what to do, and share ideas and opinions all the time. yeah, i wana laugh at first, but when he told me how real and true his imaginary friend is, i kinda , u know, blend in.

oh, i feel so old.

hanyut

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja
Saat mata terpejam
Hanya kau ku terbayang
Menghapus semua segala rasa di jiwaku
Saat mata terbuka
Kamulah yang pertama
Tak mampu aku
Bayangkan
Hidup tanpa dirimu

buncho.

i had a terrible start at school yesterday. my kids played with lizard during the period before me and when i came in, they accidently threw a lizard on me and i caught them stored tons of lizards in their water bottle. when i asked, they have been looking for lizards for few hours dat day around the school because previous teachers were not there. i gt so stressed. i almost faint because i had a super carefree 2 weeks and now, im here in the class, with lizard-loving-kids.

one of my kittens died today. i am indeed super sad because i feel so attached to them as i was there with them, everyday, in fact, since they were born. but, i guess, some things in ur life, has to go. n dis time, its my cutest kitten, buncho. no wonder he is super cute compared to his siblings.

we had dis sukaneka thingy at this school and today is the rehearsal. so, i was at the field , literally from 2.40 till 6.30. i was in charged of one of the stations. to tell u the truth, although it is super hot and my skin was burning to the max ( i had prepare sum good precautions, sun block n shade), i had fun. super fun. great activity, awesome company.maybe because i dun have to face the kids in the class, which they dun even bother to learn sumting new. ok. maybe not all. bad teacher, i am. i know. but, i have to say, im very amused on how the male teachers can actually control the kids. yeah, they scolded the kids and treat them harshly, but, i can see that the kids adore them and tak amik hati langsung. seriously, if i am the student, i would cry because sumtimes, it is super harsh. then again, if it works, then, dats the reason y i cant control my students easily. i can, but i have to give 1000 more effort than the male teachers.

taught my kids about manners yesterday. solely about manners. 'thank you, and sorry, teacher.'

wonderful life

Life is not that easy, syefa.

I have been almost the same situation like you years ago.

So, I pretty much understand how do you feel now.

Don't worry. Things would be definitely find.

Just keep yourself strong and faith on you.

and remember, you got friends hold your back.

year of tiger.

i went to visit one of my primary school teachers this chinese new year with some of my friends. puan giam , guru kelas when i was in standard 4. catching up n a whole lot more. it reminds me of my primary years ; lotsa sweet memories, being the head prefect n all. n i realized, its different now, the way we talk to her n the topics. n mun khea, actually mentioned, 'dulu, rasa pendek sangat, now, macam same height jer'. n yes, i agreed. ;P

we discussed about current issues, unity, MGS n mostly, our future. i can see how happy she is when we arrived n talk about how berjaya we are today. sebak rasanya.

we have grown up n its been more than 10 years, but, teacher, we will still be ur student.

alhamdulillah.

dean's scholar.


checked.

end of qut.

acapella performance+teddy bear giving ceremony by qut+makan+lepak2
=
happiness

duniaku, syurgaku.

' aku harap kau faham.
aku tak terima dia sebab aku sendiri atau kesian,
tp sebab aku nak
dan aku rasa kitrg boleh usaha untuk perbaiki
dan dia sayang aku sangat sampai sekarang.
Jangan marah sebab kau tahu kau penting bagi aku.
aku tahu kau akan faham sebab kau sayang dekat aku
dan kau nak yang terbaik untuk aku. :)'

a bright day ahead.

u know, i dun like to marah2 people like last few days. i normally tend to ignore those kinda stuff because i know it is just a waste of time, but, when im angry, maksudnya, it really bothers me.

but, i wana stop dat thing from bugging me. its ramadhan for God sake. i only wish that karma will get to her. like wat nisah said, what goes around, comes around.

this morning, i started my day with bismillah. after subuh prayer, i recite the quran. i started the day today with a smile.

i hope it will keep that way until any bisaness comes again.

a picture taken last raya.