what shall not be given a title.

i woke up this morning with so much hopes and interests. not that i know whatever that we wish for everyday, it might not come and please us. like today. but i hope that it will come later today. i feel so bad for my students because i am becoming less motivated day by day. i wish for more motivation and adrenaline from everything around me. and i really miss my friends. its been a while i didnt meet any of them. too busy with stuffs that i duno which one to look forward to. i have things that i regret everyday and things that i wish can explode them so that i dun have to see them in the future. like this one lady in my school. maybe i think too much about it. maybe i should let her go. bad energy and it is useless.kan?

looking forward to an observation by orang putih today n my time alone on bed tonight. mungkin kita memang perlu biasakan sikit2 keseorangan. feeling2 time prac.