berkasih dan bermanja.

i cant remember the last time i smile when i woke up. i did this morning. not the bangun for the subuh one (huhu). but the 10am one. yes, thats what i did. i smiled.

its all because i gt to be in love with sum1 who is really famous in my dream. not only famous. but, tall, dark n handsome (i duno y anuar zain turn out to be so manly n muscular in my dream). plus point, he sings for me. yyeeehhhhhaaaa!!

we met in the plane which i duno where to n what cap is the kapal terbang. but his seat was beside me. when i first notice it was him, i get kinda confused. bukanke he looks very skinny based on the last time i saw him at kl sentral with jaygee. maybe he did some work out. n i first talked to him when i saw him reading kahlil gibran (pandai pembuat mimpi ni). so, we talked n we talked for few hours (i was wondering where could be the destination for this flight). n i duno how, but we woke up sleeping next to each other n i realised i landed my head to his shoulder (cliché sangat). n we talked again until it is almost time to land the airplane.

'saya, anuar zain'

'saya, syarifah'

'syarifah kerja apa?'

'saya, english teacher kat klang' (wakakakkakakakka)

'saya, penyanyi. erm, boleh kita borak2 lagi'

'gulp. yeah.'

'number phone?' sambil menghulurkan smart phonenya. cap apa , tak ingat.

we said goodbye n i waited for his call everyday. macam orang kata, mandi tak basah, tidur tak nyenyak n makan tak kenyang. ok, maybe kenyang tu kenyang jugak.

he called me after a few days n he asked me out. i was so excited, that i spend few hundreds buying a pair of cute shoe and a small black clutch. nak keluar dengan artis la katakan. perkara paling lawak is when he came to my house to pick me up, he came with a superbike. i was like, eh, biar betik ni anuar zain. ni lebih macam awie je. n since i live with all my realtives around me, all of them were at my house, nak tgk artislah katakan. lawak nak mati when i think about it again.

n we went to asia cafe. yeah. out of i duno how many good places at kl n selangor, asia cafe jugak. after all, this is my dream. huhu.we ate n we talked. we laughed. seriously, memang terbang tinggi di awan. sbb semua org lalu2 n tgk both of us. keluar dengan artis la katakan. n the psycho moment is when he actually sang a song guna lcd screen yang derang selalu tgk bola kat sebelah cyber cafe tu. tak boleh blah. serious weyh. nasib baik tak pinjam cd dr cetak rompak dealer there. huhu. he sang 'lelaki ini' n it became a mini concert where people berkumpul around him when he sings. rasa terbang di atas kayangan. attteeee!!!!

n suddenly i terbangun sbb chico (my cat) lompat on me. n i smiled.

i went to my pc and search for anuar zain's lelaki ini at youtube.

'ma, angah mimpi angah bercinta dengan anuar zain'

'mimpi bolehla. betul, ko ingat dia nak kat ko? (realistik sangat mama nih. heh.) tu yang kononnya pasang kuat2 lagu dia. anuar ibrahim konon'

'ma, anuar zain'

'eh.lupa pulak. anuar zain'

yeah. although its a dream, it made me smile until now. but i keep on asking myself, why do i always fall for people that i duno i cant get - a year 6 boy which is seriously tall, dark and handsome. n muscular. phewittttt.....

saja. mengorat2. singlelah katakan.