di hujung sini.

begini rasanya hari minggu tanpa sesiapa untuk berkongsi ria.

*terduduk jauh di hujung sini.

laskar pelangi.

Walau dunia tak seindah SURGA.... Bersyukurlah pada Yang Kuasa.

sang mantan

Dulu aku kau puja . Dulu aku kau sayang . Dulu aku sang juara . Yang slalu engkau cinta . Kini roda telah berputar . Kini aku kau hina . Kini aku kau buang . Jauh dari hidupmu . Kini aku sengsara . Roda memang telah berputar . Mana janji manismu . Mencintaiku sampai mati . Kini engkau pun pergi . Saat ku terpuruk sendiri . Akulah sang mantan . Sakit teriris sepi . Ketika cinta telah pergi . Akulah sang mantan . Mana janji manismu . Setia sampai aku mati . Kini engkau pun pergi . Saat ku jatuh dan sendiri

ooo Mr Walking STD's evil gf that made him feel like that

The Governor’s story is about a man who meets and marries an air hostess after meeting her on a flight. However, after a posting to Bermuda their marriage began to unravel and when he finally leaves his wife, he makes sure he does everything possible to destroy her life. The story ends with the Governor telling Bond that a relationship “can survive anything so long as some kind of basic humanity exists between the two people” and that all kinds of obstacles can be overcome in a relationship, but not “the death of common humanity in one of the partners”.

how could an angel breaks my heart?

i was shocked. i didnt see it coming. maybe because i think everyone will be true to themself all the time and will work hard with whatever that they have. then only i realised that not everything will go as planned although we have tried our best because love is all about bringing two souls together. i know this feeling sucks n sum people think it is stupid to have one-sided love, but i am not ready to let it go yet. 5 years, too precious. but i will let Allah decide whats best for me (n working hard at the same time to get back my other half). because i believe He knows best and will reward those who work hard.

n yeah, i deactivated my facebook because i think it will only let me be more miserable at this point of my life. i wish to be alone and do what i do best.

*u can get through me by sending sms, ringing me or just drop a comment here.

its like what they said, when reality came knocking u out, u will be in grief , only this one, harder.

wonderful life

Life is not that easy, syefa.

I have been almost the same situation like you years ago.

So, I pretty much understand how do you feel now.

Don't worry. Things would be definitely find.

Just keep yourself strong and faith on you.

and remember, you got friends hold your back.

liz gilbert moment.

it is hard when u really love sum1 n the other person suddenly having the liz gilbert moment. n yeah, when i was reading n watching the eat, pray,love by liz, i never imagine how the story can actually came true in real life. i felt pity for her husband. but then again, i always look up for sum1 who works hard to have a better understanding of their own self.

now, i think, in real life, it is harder and tougher for the husband. the fact that he suddenly knew that his wife is having no feeling for him. no love, nolust, no nothing. in a second, everything that he thought he always had, gone. it sucks to be him at that time because he didnt do anything. he is not at fault. but, when watching the movie;

'yelah, tapi kan liz nak carik diri sendiri. kenalah bagi chance',

'memangla kesian kat husband dia, tapi, nak buat macamana dah kalau liz dah tak rasa'

n so on.

it just feel that if u have a good intention, whatever bad things dat u do to other people is ok, because u r doing the right thing - looking for ur own self. like what they said, niat menghalalkan cara.

its always nicer when u r on the other side of every place. always. tapi bila kena batang hidung sendiri, baru tahu langit tinggi rendah. what is left, harapan . itu saja.