ringing.NOT.

working my ass out to generate a test paper for the next test. i think im a bit bias because i tried to look for questions that will not burden my students that much. note: my students r from the last 4 classes out of 14 classes. i guess the good students will get superb result unless they didnt know what a 'clown' is too because none of my students (160 of them) know what a clown is. yes, its true.

its funny because u often get headache when u r trying to teach them in class because not all will pay their attention n interest to u after u have worked so hard preparing your teaching materials. u still are worry about their performance. hmm. some of them will actually be super overjoyed if they can go out from ur class during english because they could not even bothered to learn anything at school - they will not bring any books that is related to your subject and they think that english will eternally be foreign to them.

i guess parents n their surroundings play a very important role to the kids. due to the fact that they did not realize how important english in their life, they jus dun care . they jus dun care. at all. in fact, not only english, almost all the subjects.

i know they are improving. n im thankful for that. but, lately, i think im loosing the grip.

i just need to tighten it up a bit.

buncho.

i had a terrible start at school yesterday. my kids played with lizard during the period before me and when i came in, they accidently threw a lizard on me and i caught them stored tons of lizards in their water bottle. when i asked, they have been looking for lizards for few hours dat day around the school because previous teachers were not there. i gt so stressed. i almost faint because i had a super carefree 2 weeks and now, im here in the class, with lizard-loving-kids.

one of my kittens died today. i am indeed super sad because i feel so attached to them as i was there with them, everyday, in fact, since they were born. but, i guess, some things in ur life, has to go. n dis time, its my cutest kitten, buncho. no wonder he is super cute compared to his siblings.

we had dis sukaneka thingy at this school and today is the rehearsal. so, i was at the field , literally from 2.40 till 6.30. i was in charged of one of the stations. to tell u the truth, although it is super hot and my skin was burning to the max ( i had prepare sum good precautions, sun block n shade), i had fun. super fun. great activity, awesome company.maybe because i dun have to face the kids in the class, which they dun even bother to learn sumting new. ok. maybe not all. bad teacher, i am. i know. but, i have to say, im very amused on how the male teachers can actually control the kids. yeah, they scolded the kids and treat them harshly, but, i can see that the kids adore them and tak amik hati langsung. seriously, if i am the student, i would cry because sumtimes, it is super harsh. then again, if it works, then, dats the reason y i cant control my students easily. i can, but i have to give 1000 more effort than the male teachers.

taught my kids about manners yesterday. solely about manners. 'thank you, and sorry, teacher.'

underneath all the hardwork.

my school choral speaking team.

good luck for the state level, next week.