Wednesday, March 30, 2011

kereta berlubang.

langgar lari oleh makcik pakai tudung labuh hitam tak pakai helmet n takde plat nombor kat motor dia, menyebabkan kereta saya calar dan berlubang di bumper belakang.

tempat kejadian: di hadapan SK Rantau Panjang (kwsn kampung)
masa: 12.40 ish.
suspek: makcik pakai tudung labuh warna hitam tak pakai helmet
kenderaan suspek : honda cup lama yang takde no plat
saksi : ramai org nak mati jerit2 suapaya makcik tu berhenti tapi tak berhenti.
kecederaan : saya tiada kecederaan, tetapi, kereta saya calar dan berlubang. makcik tu jatuh dan terus bangun lari.
sebab: tak tahu. kereta saya berhenti dekat simpang jalan untuk memberi laluan kepada org dari sebelah kiri melintas dan saya terdengar bunyi kuat org melanggar saya dari belakang.
tindakan : berdoa agar tuhan membalas perbuatan makcik tu - kalau takde duit nak bayar atau takde lesen motor, stop jelah cakap sorry. ni terus lari.

org ramai tanya ' cikgu, macamana ni?'

saya jawab "takde rezeki. nak buat macam mana"

Monday, March 21, 2011

Monday, March 7, 2011

of malu2 and bbq

so, i had fun yesterday.

me and my family members (literally 20-30 of us), did a bbq last nite yang tak expect. my cousins went to sabak bernam ( one of my cousin's wife punya place) to look for kerang and mantarang.and they came back after maghrib with 2 guni of kerang and mantarang. when they told us about doing the bbq at that moment, my sis prepared laksa sarawak, bubur kacang and of course mama will help to prepare the air asam n drinks. me and abglong went to look for sweet corn and we managed to buy 30 tongkols for rm24. pretty expensive but dats what we can get after that we know cik hambali is not doing well with his business ( cik hambali is a popular corn seller in klang). the guys prepared the arang. we ate until perut nak pecah while sum of us take turns to kopek the 2 guni kerang. dah malam, but still tak siap2 kopek, we sambung kopek the kerang in my house sambil tgk 'Sini Ada Hantu' dekat astro first (astro first ke?). penat, tangan kecut and gatal because kopek banyak sangat kerang, but we had fun.


after my tuition yesterday morning, me and my students ( 4 of them) went to jusco bukit tinggi to have lunch and watch movie. they are form 3 students and one of them is year 6 because dia ikut kakak dia. huhu. they are rich kids, its just they rarely go out with friends. so, i took this opportunity to bring them out before their test week this week. we had lunch at pizza hut (typical budak2 sekolah imagining pizza hut is the best food ever). we cracked jokes as its a super weird combo ( budak sekolah agama guy, cool-factor guy and budak sekolah agama yang dah masuk sekolah biasa. u know, when u were in school, u malu2 talk to each other and rasa ur sex is the superior one? yeah, dats what happens. they actually bergaduh saying they are better than the other one. the guys actually tutup mata when they lalu lingerie shop. dats super funny man. n when we watched i am number four, they giggled when it was the kissing scene. ahh.. the naive thingy. huhu. it reminds me when im still in school and malu2 when we have to talk or watch those stuff infront of the opposite sex. but, now, not anymore. huhu. takde perasaan. we had fun, and kenyang. should do it more often.



moment of tergamam of the week.

hidayah: cikgu, aksesori apa yang paling cikgu banyak ada?
me: mostly handbagsla. saya suka handbags. awak?
hidayah: klip rambut. yang comel2 tu.

me: owh. huhu. dah lama tak pakai klip rambut. ni aqilah?

aqilah: macam kakak.

me: ish.. semua nak sama.awak, aizat?

aizat: gadgetsla cikgu. game ke brg2 computer ke.

me: huhu. lelaki, kan?

hamzi: tak jugak cikgu. saya suka kumpul kopiah. saya ada 20 kopiah kat rumah ( sambil membetulkan kopiahnya)


bak kata nadia, able? macam those full cap yang justin bieber pakai, but different. kopiah. huhu.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

when i really need u....

.....u r not there.

dats da reason why i feel so broken inside.

Friday, March 4, 2011

bread pudding with choc and apple.

yes, i am making that for school today because theres a potluck for afternoon session teachers. i have to prepare around 50 - 60 pieces. huhu. i havent bought anything yet, yes, still i am here, writing a blog about this. i wana try to replace the mixture of milk and egg with custard. i hope it will taste creamier n yummier. huhu. so, yeah, selamat mencuba!

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

edgy hijab.

i woke up this morning and i suddenly remember a post by pikah which shows a very unique way of wearing hijab. modest yet very fashionable n i believe it is the most wanted style nowadays for young muslimah.

hence, i went to youtube n watched how people wear those fashionable hijab for 2 1/2 hours. man, when i think about it again, dats too long , to waste on youtube. there are sum styles that i can consider to wear it myself, but, some, nah. too complicated - 3 shawls on ur head at the same time, i dun think so. n i tried sum of the styles just now n yeah, i look like a new person n fresh, only i have to alter sum to suit my bulat face. huhu.

im thinking of going for shawl shopping this coming holiday. looking for new colours of shawl that i think i can add up to my collection (those ppl who knows me, i normally wear black. huhu)

i like this one. easy breezy hijab style.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

strive for victory shun defeat!

it was my observation yesterday with CHELSEA ( an american lady, she is a sweet, lively and has the coolest fashion for all the orang putih that came to malaysia). it was for my 30 mins class, n the class is the last class (from 14 classes n they cant read and hardly know the letters). this observation is for the KSSR program for all the Year 1 teacher, but being an 'excellent' school, sk rantau panjang sent all Tahap 1 teacher for this course which require us to do 72 hours workshop with the orang putih every fortnight and we will be observed every month for 3 YEARS. yes 3 Fucking YEARS. yes, people, if u think that observation will be over when prac is over, u r wrong, in fact u r dead wrong because it will last for 3 more years.congratulations to me.

it was a good lesson, everything went as planned . the kids are in good behaviour since ive launched the behaviour stickers for every group ( they will like seriously maki their friends if one of tehm screwed up and their stickers gt crossed out) except for the missing tables n chairs and one of my students' shoe is on the school roof. he asked me to get it, but i said 'siapa suruh kamu main baling2 kasut. sekarang, saya nak mengajar, kamu duduk, biar je kasut sebelah je, nanti saya bagitau en.reedza lepas kelas saya' n the kids ketawa, n my class went on like it normally did - like how i taught during prac. i have set 5 steps ( set induction, presentation, practice, production n closure) and i also prepared teaching aids ( or BBM, in my school 'teaching aids tu apa, ye, pah? bbm tu akak tahu la') and my own task sheet as my students are super weak.

one of the reason why i think malaysian government is making a pening decision to take an american for this program at first is they couldnt understand my translation. what do u want me to do? the kids are having problems with bm, n u want me to talk in english the whole time? what i did was, ill explain n give instructions in english, but i will explain to them the hard words in malay or using gestures. after my lesson, she actually mentioned that she understands that it is hard for her to penalize me for using translation because the kids are super weak ( 'teacher, number five tu apa? ') but she said that when im describing in malay, SHE COULDNT UNDERSTAND IT. so, now, is iot my fault that she didnt understand me? after all it is an ESL class, u should know that a relevant use of their mother tongue will help them in learning second language. and i did that because i want them to understand. whats the use of teaching , if they cant understand? come on, my students came from a low or super low social economic background, sum of them never been in a car before. so, yeah. as one of my colleague said, ' pah, sekarang, ko ajar pulak si chelsea tu bm'. do u get what i mean? because government r giving them rm 17000 ( tujuh belas ribu ringgit), a bungalow, a car and a phone which the bill will be paid for the government. yes, i just think that u can actually pay that to a senior teacher which has more experience in ESL classroom n they can understand BM so that they knoe we r just trying to help the kids understand.

shes a nice lady with that hippies look and dressing. although she did her degree in performing arts, she said she has read a lot on ESL classroom n has been teaching ESL in thailand for 3 years. she gave good and relevant feedback ( thanks to my practicum experience) and she actually mentioned that 'it is a good thing that the weak classes has a teacher like u, able to use english like it supposed to be, and do all this teaching aids for them because most of the teachers who teach rural schools like this school, they just gave up because they dun know the technique and they just dun care'

'sekarang, chelsea, ko faham tak, aku pun takla suka sangat ,mengajar kelas2 belakang ni sbb aku tak boleh guna english macam aku nak guna sbb derang mmg tak paham, n aku memang sedih, tapi, dah aku kat sini, jadi cikgu, baik aku buat yang terbaik sbb aku dibayar untuk mengajar dan aku patut mengajar mereka seperti apa yang mereka patut dapat. lagipun, bukanla susah sangat pun nak buat tu semua .. ni bukan buat roket sains.. kalau ko kumpul semua budak ipba cohort 4 n ko observe diorang, memang terbeliak mata ko. sbb mengajar kena macam tu. baguslah kalau ko dapat kelas bagus, kurang benda2 yang melukis2 sangat ni, tapi, dah kalau ko mengajar kelas tak pandai. ko kenalah bawak gambar ke apa ke sbb derang nak tgk supaya derang paham. contohnya, kalau ko mengjara pasal ikan, ko nak cakap seahorse ko nak buat gaya apa, kalau ko takde gambar? gaya ikan campur kuda?'

that is what i wanted to tell her, but i didnt. i just diam because she doesnt understand bm n we r surrounded by other teachers.

cumanya, kerajaan malaysia tak payahla nak rasa yang orang putih tu lagi superior, so, semua benda ko nak amik diorang, sbb benda macam ni, banyak je cikgu2 senior yang power nak ajar budak kita. lagipun ni ESL, bukannya budak kita penutur english yang tegar.membazir. kalau amik cikgu malaysia, bayar rm10000 (sepuluh ribu ringgit je) pun dah cukup, tak payah rm17000, tak payah keta, tak payah bungalow n bil telepon. jimat. inflasilah katakan.