them in my life.

whenever i talk about my family n friends back in malaysia, i will sound sad. but , dis time , in this post, im a bit excited because the hari raya is near, therefore, november is near.

i am very excited to go back to malaysia. yes. i really am , indeed.

my family.
i miss my family so much . maybe because they are the one that i normally go to when i have problems or i wana tell sumting dat is super exciting. especially my mum n sis. we can share stories like we are best friends. seriously , sumtimes people think dat me n my sis kinda rude to my mum by layaning her like our best friends, like bertepuk tampar n all, but , we are like dat. due to that kinda relationship, i never felt different or weird or anything if i wana tell my mum anything about me n my life. even how hot is justin to me, shes very aware of dat. n my sis. altho shes very alim because she went into sekolah agama n then now doing her law degree at uia, but she can actually accept for who i am ( not dat i say dat im not alim, but not DAT alim). hehheh. maybe because shes so damn baik, she normally treat me like a big sis because i am more ganas n firm dari dia. my bro , i miss him. altho hes being so super nakal n sumtimes masuk in the jahat category , but , i think ive been in that position before with all my frens. teenagers~. haahhaha. n my dad. he is the major reason y am i here in brisbane. at first, he force me to do dis, but now , im starting to see that this thing is relevant.

he wants me to be here so that i can study overseas + shopping like there is no yesterday.hhahahha.

nolah. shopping is one of the reason , but he knows me very well. it just, sumtimes, i couldnt notice it.

my friends.
i dun think anyone of my friends actually have friendship like mine. its weird, but real. like what nadia commented in my blog, ' you make it real for me' . they ( nad, etil, khif, farid n fadirul) are super weird, but they are wondeful friends. miss lepaking at pak li mabuk kopi, stalking the nyahs at lorong haji taib, makan besar at asia cafe, n lots of stupid stuff dat we do together .theyll be there for you when u need it and they say real things to u . like if i ask them whether my shoes or anything are cute, they will definitely say no if they think its not. i mean , i know its kinda harsh, but , they telling me the truth. dats y i love them so much. i dun see y people can actually tipu their frens just to jaga hati sedangkan ur frens are those people who are supposed to say real things to u. whether its good or bad, theyll be with u.

my boyfriend.
i miss him very much. he was there for me back then in malaysia, n so do now. im a one lucky girl, to be with him. lotsa challenges, but we always worked things out. as long as we dun stop believing in god and each other, we will be ok.

i just got my allowance. 6000 aud. im kinda worried last few days because im the only one who gt it late. a week late. since i have sum money to shop, the one that i normally keep every month, i have to not use it last week for shopping because im afraid that the money is not coming in. n since its here, ive started shopping last few days , which i really love the feeling when i shop. hehehhe. reminds me of the gud old days back at malaysia. ill post a blog on my shopping spree later.

i got 2 assignments to go before hari raya. and so far , im doing ok with it.

one n a half month to go.